In the Mind of Another
Dominique Marie Alvarez. 22 years old (March 7th) Reading, writing and sending letters! I have a thing for Roleplaying as well. Supernatural, The Vampire Diaries and Once Upon a Time are the shows I absolutely can not miss. Twihard.
Have a library of several books. Just As Damon says above the nav., I do care to much...It can be bad at times. There is the feelings that never go away. There is the pain that lingers constantly And just as Elena says above this, I do at times feel nothing. Feeling nothing is sometimes a good thing. Being numb is even better. The numbness is just away of closing myself off from the world. I would gladly do it over and over if I had the chance to do it. My life is a constant battle. I am currently in recovery. Just like anyone that is in recovery of anything, we are all hoping that we dont relapse. I am taking it day by day in hopes that I dont relapse. That is all for now. Enjoy my blog :)

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Damn it Just understand my reasoning for calling out woman. Fuck. You may be my mother but cant you for once just listen to what I have to say?! Ughhh

posted 1 month ago with 1 note

WHY THE FUCK IS IT ALWAYS ME?!

I NEVER ASKED FOR ANY OF THIS SHIT!

I asked for things to get better, not fucking worse! This is why I dont wish, this is why I gave up on prayers, this is why I am so fucking depressed and cant stand to be here anymore. I’ve tried havent I? I went out there and found a job, I went out there and started working my ass off for them to say hey we are thinking of promoting you. That started going good…right? And then this shit? I have no car. I have to call out tomorrow because I dont have a car. There goes almost 100 dollars for the day. Why the fuck does life have to be so cruel?! I never asked for this. 

There is no God. If there was, he would have seen I have suffered enough. He would have answered the prayers I prayed so many damn nights. I would have hope. I would believe in all the good things in life. But no. The worst shit always happens to me. ALWAYS FUCKEN HAPPENS.

I give up. There is nothing else to care for. 

Excuse me while I go take my frustration out on a few things. 

posted 1 month ago

There are nights where I wish I finished my book. I want it be to completed and sent out. This book will mean the world to me if I ever finish it. Why? Because then everyone will be able to see that I am not always okay. This book will show what is going on in my head at the times everyone wants to know what I am thinking. So when they ask, what the hell were you thinking? They can read that moment and understand. They will be able to read it and wonder what they should have done differently. They will wonder and look back at what they had said and regret the words that had left their mouth. This will be my revenge. This is for you to feel the pain I’ve felt. This is my chance to show you that you have broken me into a million pieces. And when you turn to that last page, what will you see? Guess you will have to read it to find out. 

posted 1 month ago with 1 note

coolstoryfuckface:

Elsa Pageler

  Amateur Make-Up Artist Turns Herself Into Your Favorite Pop Culture Characters 

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harrysflaccidcock:

Someone at my school made these in response to my principal announcing a dress code that, as usual, only applied to girls, and I’m kind of proud


lulz-time:

A short story of a college students life


clitorito:

The last one


youarethefirstdreamofmysoul:

Nephilim Week [TMI] Day 1: Favourite Character

“There will always be those who want to tell you who you are based on your name or the blood in your veins. Do not let other people decide who you are. Decide for yourself.”


mylovewithdamon:

If you fight like a married couple, talk like best friends, flirt like first lovers and protect each other like siblings, then you know you are meant to be

inspired by (x)


"every time you
tell your daughter
you yell at her
out of love
you teach her to confuse
anger with kindness
which seems like a good idea
till she grows up to
trust men who hurt her
cause they look so much
like you."
to fathers with daughtersrupi kaur (via 33113)


Vancouver: Never before have I been in a city that was as able and eager to strike up a conversation.